"You broke my heart all over again. You tainted every single good memory I had of you as well as with you. I think back to all our happy occasions and wonder if you had been lying to my face back then too. I forgive you, for breaking my heart. Multiple times. I forgive you for never being fully content with what you had. Me. You always wanted more and damn it, I tried so hard to be what you needed. I forgive you for it all. The one thing I will never forgive you though, is ruining this amazing image I had of you. I CHOSE to think highly of you, not for your sake, but for mine.
Because I wanted to believe someone as great and as “good-hearted” as you could love someone like me. But that was all a lie.